This is it. I’m formally going to begin, seriously, to not use this tumblr again. I won’t delete it, but I won’t ever open it again. I know deleting it would make it easier but as I’ve discovered, I am dangerously obsessed with what’s not easier.
Why I won’t use this tumblr anymore is like why I won’t dance anymore. No matter how much I love it, it has too many memories. Both good and bad memories that I don’t want to recall. It just makes me think of people, though I shouldn’t. It makes me think of all the things I regret having done. Funny, people always say, “It’s the things I didn’t do that I regret, not the ones I did.” For me it’s different. If forgiveness is giving up on any hope that the past could have been different, then no, I don’t forgive the past, or myself. In that way my hope hurts me.
There will be nothing new. The pictures, the jokes, the text and the poems will stay here. Maybe they will outlive me.
Goodbye, beatthebox. I’ll have a new love.
Underwater World—I forgot what this was. A crab? A SEA CREATURE
Was it something like 10 years ago when I started loving yugioh? Anyway, one thing I loved about it was the Egyptian mythology feel. However, it’s been running for a long time, so they’ve borrowed from Asian myths and legends. Now, they’ve got Norse and Gaelic figures too!